Hopping on the Ride - Part 2

One month or so holidays may feel really short, but I tried to make full use of it. And when it's time to say goodbye, it's not too upsetting because I know I've done things that I would want to accomplish during a short break. Yes to good rest, yes to good food, and yes to good company. I have a busy semester ahead. Sometimes it feels foolish to say the previous statement that I just said, because there was no one semester that I was relaxed. Leaving that aside, getting back to a mundane routine it's not all too bad. If one can find joy through friends, environment, etc, I see little problem in routinized lifestyle.

Somebody told me not to feel guilty for not visiting some people that I wished to meet because they have helped me so much during my school years. Sincerity wears off the moment visiting becomes a social obligation. But, if I really did spend more time in Seremban, I would have visited them.

With a new job(will update on this one soon), things should change a little bit. (I will have my weekends for myself this time around). One year did fly, why wouldn't two years right? I will probably cut down travelling as money would be needed for specific purposes. So, got to find something to do at State College during winter break, perhaps a job. This time around, it's definitely not as nerve-wrecking as it was last year. As I'm putting a bottle of pickles and chili sauce into my luggage before zipping it off, I can't stop thinking how my cooking will taste since it's been a while since I last held a knife and a pan.

I hope to do better in school and able to embrace college life as I would have if I'm in Malaysia. My goals in life were never to impress people but to make myself believe I could do things that I thought I couldn't. That pretty much explains my impulsive nature. It's 1.24a.m now and a day from now, I will be leaving. It's funny an early sleeper like me, have time to blog at this "wee" hour. All of a sudden, everything needs to be appreciated. Even the current silence at home except for the occasional barking sound of neighbor's dogs.

This ride that i hopped is hoped to be fruitful and would continue bear memories that shall be cherished forever.